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WHAT DO YOU MEAN, I'M A SOPRANO??

 I have been on the mezzo-soprano track as long as I've been around classical music (which is as long as I can remember.) The human voice is like a Pokemon, and female voices evolve to our final form around 27-30. Until then, we make our best guess based on the available evidence, and train in that direction. In my case, I have always had a large voice with a big range, tension around E-flat 4, and ease in my lower register. I'm also 6 feet tall, which usually correlates with lower voices (think of the difference between a violin and a cello.) So imagine my surprise when, abroad for a Young Artist Program, I am told by every pedagogue and coach who hears me sing that I am not actually a mezzo but a lyric soprano! The signs were equally present for this - a high extension, bright sound, and a higher passagio, disguised by relative ease compared with the tension I confused for my passagio around E-flat.  So we bet on the wrong horse. What's the big deal?  Well, from a pract...

I'm BACK, Baby.

 It's my 29th  birthday. I just started grad school, pursuing my Master of Music in Vocal Performance and Pedagogy. I have a panic attack every night, and I think a bunch of the undergraduate singers are better than me. MONEY! TIME! WASTED? God, it's overwhelming. I'll spend 5 hours in the office today for my graduate assistant duties, which is a lot, but I couldn't pay for school without it, so there we go. This is even before I get to classes, rehearsal, individual practice, and homework. Happy birthay, you whiny, priveleged whelp. This is the dream and you're complaining your way through it. But yeah, I'm baby, and I'm overwhelmed. Two years ago I used quitmormon.com to remove my records from the church (cult?) I grew up in, and I couldn't recommend them enough, by the way. Two tattoos, two extra piercings, and dyed my blonde hair away, and now I'm not even visually associated with them. Internally I'll always bear the scars. My brain is wired...